Cindy is has told me in the past that when she is stressed or upset her band is tighter. Last night I came home and my flowers were dead. These flowers I planted over a month ago.
I dont know what killed them, but for some reason, for about 15 minutes...it was the end of the world. I started crying. I starting passing out invitations to my pity party. I was a failure at growing flowers, at losing weight, at cooking, at saving money...PITY PARTY! This cry/sob fest lasted for about 20 minutes. Afterwards I got up and made some dinner. It was left overs. It was bbq roast and some mac and cheese. I had eaten plenty of eat the night before.
I took one bite of roast, one bite of mac and cheese...just to make sure the temp was right. Well...that was it. It was stuck. I pb'd. Several times. Then I REALLY threw up. The bad kind where you worry about your band slipping the whole time. Well, then I couldnt get water down. I couldnt get slobber down. This lasted until after 10pm. I threw up slobber one last time and then I was okay. It was not good.
Lesson From AmyYoda: Tread lightly when you are crying and being a baby you must. USE THE FORCE. BE THE FORCE.
Ohhhh Amy :(
ReplyDeleteYou had a rough trot last night. Maybe the stress through losing your flowers made you super tight band wise hence the throwing up. What a thing to happen. I hope you're doing better day punkin'. You sounded just miserable. Chin up and hugs from me
Cara x
Far out, I just looked at the pic of you again. That blue bowl... I have one almost identical. So purdy!
ReplyDeleteScary stuff!!! I'm sorry :( that sucks that your flowers died :( I can't keep flowers alive either...
ReplyDeleteI am really sorry to hear about your flowers. I can't keep anything green alive :( I hate that you experienced that pbing episode. Just be careful next time you get really stressed until you know how Tina is reacting.
ReplyDeleteAnd yes, every time I experience a lot of stress I have to be really careful. Many times I can't eat things that normally don't give me problems. Try drinking something hot/really warm prior to eating and it may make it a little easier. I had a rough, tiring day today, so I am going to drink a cup of coffee before eating a little bit.
Cindy
Aww muffin. Big hugs. It all can seem rather cataclysmic for us girls who may be, just maybe, prone to a touch of the dramatic. I can say so because it takes one to know one. I'm so the same way. I'm glad you're feeling better, and I'll definitely remember this. XXX
ReplyDeletePoor thing. You better today? I am having a garage sale and I found 2 really cute sexy tops in my closit that I haven't worn in a long while and I though of you. They are identical. One black and one red. Both with tiny polka dots. Shear, streatchy and low cut. From the junior plus dept. I would love to send them to you. I think you would like them, and if not. . . pass them on. Let me know if you want them.
ReplyDeleteFeeling crummy sucks. Seriously. You aren't a failure at all, but sometimes having a pity party is okay -really! And btw - you look beautiful sitting by those flowers!
ReplyDeleteThat sucks...Im sorry that your flowers died I cant grow anything so I dont even try, I hope you are feeling better today!!!!
ReplyDeleteHi Amy! Thanks for checking on me! I'm still here..I had one of those pity parties for about 3 weeks so I know exactly what you are talking about!! I think that's how I lost 11 lbs last month!! I hope you are feeling better now...pb-ing sucks!!!
ReplyDeleteAmy you are a wise woman, that explains so much, the other day I was feeling blue and for some reason everything I eat that day came back up , I was starting to worry about slipping, but thanfully it went away. Sorry about your flowers,beautiful bowl, love it.
ReplyDeleteAngie....how day you imply I have a touch of the dramatic...hahahahahah...you know me so well.
ReplyDeleteDid you guys notice in the picture that the damn porch swing is sitting on the ground? That's when I sat on it and broke the damn chain. Ah, life is mocking me at every turn!
I also like the terms of endearment such as punkin and muffin...now I am hungry :)
ReplyDeleteJust so you know, I would have never known the swing wasn't hanging til you told me! But I enjoyed the laugh, thanks a bunch! My stuff dies too, and I can't grow HERB either..any of them. It's almost Friday.
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