Thursday, December 30, 2010

The Word is Trust

For those of you how were around the lapband blogosphere at the dawn of 2010, many bloggers picked a word. A word to represent or guide them through the new year.

I did not.

You see, I have to tell you something. Sometimes if everyone else is doing something, there is this part of my brain that yells "I WILL NOT DO IT". It's sort of like blog awards. I get a little hivey and irrational about it all.

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So, for some reason this year...I have been thinking about a word. My word is TRUST.

You see, I have spent a great deal of time lately doubting, fearing, wondering, UNtrusting people, life, myself.

And there is not much point to it really.

In fact, I do believe that worrying--if you give it too much power--becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy.



So I am going to TRUST more this year. I am going to trust in the path of life, trust in my abilities, trust in my selfworth, trust in Heather's love, trust in the power that I know I can tap.

Whenever I start letting all the scary negative talk take over inside my head I try to remind myself to TRUST.

And I am working on stopping that negative talk. It's hard. But if I can block out at least 75%, it will be a good step in the right direction.

I TRUST I can do it!

10 comments:

  1. Good word...I want to think of a motto instead of a word I think...you know - just cuz it'd be different. Ha. I love you Amykins....totally...you can always trust in that.

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  2. I completely know what you mean about resisting something because it is what everyone is doing! I do this ALL the time! I don't really know why, it is like the Twilight series, among other things. I just REFUSE to give in to it all. Again, not sure why! If you should know why, feel free to share!

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  3. I trust you will accomplish this!

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  4. I trust you can do anything you put your amazing mind to....

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  5. what a great word and a great blog. i have issues with trust myself. =( you can do it! =)

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  6. Great word! You're what my husband likes to call a contrarian. He says I'm one too...just have to go against the grain sometimes for no good reason at all. I TRUST you'll do fine this year.

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  7. Excellent.

    I'm the same way about trends! But then I think if I'm NOT doing it because everyone else IS doing it the isn't that just as bad as doing it BECAUSE everyone else is? Meh.

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  8. Excellent word! You're what my spouse prefers to contact a contrarian. He says I'm one too...just have to go against the feed sometimes for no valid purpose at all. I TRUST you'll do excellent this season.
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