For those of you how were around the lapband blogosphere at the dawn of 2010, many bloggers picked a word. A word to represent or guide them through the new year.
I did not.
You see, I have to tell you something. Sometimes if everyone else is doing something, there is this part of my brain that yells "I WILL NOT DO IT". It's sort of like blog awards. I get a little hivey and irrational about it all.
So, for some reason this year...I have been thinking about a word. My word is TRUST.
You see, I have spent a great deal of time lately doubting, fearing, wondering, UNtrusting people, life, myself.
And there is not much point to it really.
In fact, I do believe that worrying--if you give it too much power--becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy.
So I am going to TRUST more this year. I am going to trust in the path of life, trust in my abilities, trust in my selfworth, trust in Heather's love, trust in the power that I know I can tap.
Whenever I start letting all the scary negative talk take over inside my head I try to remind myself to TRUST.
And I am working on stopping that negative talk. It's hard. But if I can block out at least 75%, it will be a good step in the right direction.
I TRUST I can do it!