Ladies (and I can say ladies because only the girls responded), I can't thank you enough for all the emails or comments you guys left.
Sometimes shit is hard.
Hahah...that will be my quote on my gravestone...if I ever die. I kinda intend to live forever.
But, for those of you who offered advice, or love, or cyber hugs, or just words of any kind, every bit of it made me feel better, some made me cry, some made me laugh.
I have no answers just yet, but what I have been learning is that sometimes...it is okay to wait and to search. And that the answers are mine to find. They can't be found with someone else, or given to me by someone else.
So when I find these elusive answers (perhaps I should consult a palm reader or Oprah), I will let you know.
Until then, I have a new topic to discuss. Its a good'un.