Did I ever tell you that when I was little I wanted to be Catholic? I thought it would be the coolest religion because you got to wear a pretty necklace (later I found out you don't really wear rosaries, but still), you also got to the very theatrical cross sign AND could kneel on the padded part of the pew. Totally good reasons to choose a religion no?
That was just a random Amy tidbit that doesnt really have to do with anything.
Then, I was pretty sure I should become a Buddhist because the Dali Lama is the MAN, and I think we would totally hit it off over a dinner of cheetos, sunkist, and rice. I do believe in karma and energy, and if that's true...I probably have a shit load of negative chi or juju coming my way...
Random. I am random.
Back to the confession.
I cannot tell you the last time I consumed water on a regular basis. Probably about the same time my world started to be full of flying pink elephants and dancing trolls...so maybe 3 weeks ago? It's shameful.
I have also eating cheetos every day except today.
And hold your breath my loves...Wednesday I drank...A REGULAR SUNKIST! I know. I wasn't going to tell you. I had been over 5 months clean and sober, but they didnt have a diet sunkist at the grocery store so I was going to drink a regular pepsi just so I didnt have the Sunkist...and then I said...JUST DO IT AMY! And I did.
I expected a rush that one might liken to a meth addict taking a hit after nearly half a year. I expected my veins to be on fire with the joy juice. I expected heart palpitations. What I found was...it didnt taste as good as diet! hahaha...so that was good.
I bailed on Zumba and Mary twice. Shameful. We went last night though. Mary even got called up on stage during our favorite routine...the kickboxing. Her face turned a beautiful shade of fuchsia and her neck broke out in that weird blotchy pink. It was good times! She was nervous the entire time because she thought every could see your woo-woo. I giggled.
So I have been off track and the scale hasnt been too hateful. Up a few pounds but I okay with that. I am easing back into it and am not worried. I even posted on LapBandTalk for the first time in months and months.
I have been dropping it like it's hot at work this morning.
I have been unprofessional. I am coming back! hahah :)
Maybe you think for a second didnt I? You stopped and thought...crap...is it only Tuesday?
Happy Thursday friends!